It's been a long time....

Heeeey,

Since doing the podcast I haven't posted as much as much, but there are alot of things to talk about. Well, I met a new guy....and I don't know, he is really nice, which kinda worries me because, I never know how to size up a nice guy. But, i'm giving him a chance, the only thing that is kinda hard to get over is out age difference, not that it is a big deal, but sometimes I worry that I may be to immature for him. Not that i'm a little kid or anything, but I like to do 23 y/o things. He does seem to have a problem w/ it so far, but it is new to both of us.

I'm kinda thinking of not dicussing it with some friends (like they don't read this), but I like to keep things to myself for awhile, then I will know the right time to share. I did tell everyone about the last freak I was dating and about a month later that went to hell. Ohhhhh, speaking of that... he called me yesterday and told me he was thinking about moving out of state and was wondering how I would feel about that. (Pause: Ok that would be really sweet, if I cared) I told him good luck. He was like oh, well I thought you would be upset(Pause: Get the fuck over it), and if you wanted me to stay and try the ralationship thing again, I could find a job here. I was like no I think you need to move on and find someone who is similar to you. I did kinda feel bad, but I can't waste my last with someone I feel sorry for.

So, I'm hoping the new guy won't turn out to be a dud. The odd thing is he feels the need to spoil me, which don't get me wrong I LOVED to be spoiled, but I don't like people feeling like they have to, ya know. I think I can get over it lol ; ) .

Thought of the day: Be who you are, and be real. That is the key to finding what makes you happy and what makes life worth living. Find a friend to help you sort out your thoughts, if they are against you being who you want to be, then they are not a friend.

Have a great day you guys.

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