The Happy Hour from Hell

Well Hello There,

Well, you would think since it was Friday that it would be a great end to a stress laden week, right. Let's review, I planed a suprised party for a co-work who was promoted and who I am truely happy for, and she planed a happy hour for after work. (Fact Check: I loath having to hang out with a large group of people I don't know, don't like, would rather walk on hot coals then see them on a weekend or after work hours. Not I am not a people person, but I prefer upbeat crazy people who talk about more than work. I do have friends like at that work, but it is few and far between) I had to make an appearance to show that I was really proud at stuff.

So, I go and was the first one to show, we went in and I ordered the worst Strawberry Daquiri in my short two ahem years on drinking. So, more people start to show and I only knew a handful of people. The minutes dragged by while we all sat around staring at each other not knowing what to say, while a cover band sang "Knock knock knocking on heavens door" which as you know is the greatest song to fuel any kinda of party. I was about 10 seconds from asleep when I decided to break out when 5 others did. Free At Last.........will untill she called me crying because the guy she is stalking, oh wait I mean likes didn't show after he said he wouldn't show anyway (yeah, I know what you are thinking). Since i felt semi-gulity for leave her party after only 45 minutes, I held back my blunt comments and let her talk(If I were to comment I would have said some of the following ("Get the hell over him" "Do you mean a wasted 45mins of my time with pure boredom, and all you wanted was him to show up" "He has a girlfriend and no matter what you think, he has more feelings for her then he does for you right now") . So, I give myself an A+ for just making it through a good part of the day without stomping on anyone's rose colored glasses. By the way, i do know my thoughts and comment are strong, but my friends come to me for the truth, because I belive truth is the biggest way to show your love. I also subject myself to these same comments.


After the happy hour I decided to go home, relax, get over my cold. Until the phone rang, without checking the caller id (which if I had I would have NOT picked up the phone) and the DUMB ASS from my 1st post calls me, what the hell. He is like "I thought he had a date." Mmmm Ok, can we say hard the fuck up. I went completly off on you and you still think I am gonna go out with you. I don't get it , what could have been going through his mind. I would normally say this is a man thing, but noooo this is just a nutty thing. Hmmmmm maybe I should hook him up with my co-worker, oh I am so horrible. But, all I want is a average guy who knows what he wants out of life, and willing to show faults and be true to what you want in life. Don't try to cover up to impress me then whip out the freak in you a few months later (Well, it depends on what the freak is your whipping out *slap on the hand) and think I gonna put up with crap. I rather be alone then unhappy any day....which is a strong statment to make, because people tend to have problems with not have a mate all the time. I think everyone should take time after a relationship to get to know who we are now. I change all the time and what I put up with in a last relationship will not work in the next, but if I were to bounce from the next guy to the next, i would keep letting the same stupid stuff happen.

Ok, this is getting very long, so goodnight and be safe.